Presence of God

I want jot down what had happened yesterday night

~ Vivien ~
Really happy to celebrate the salary increment with Vivien, and she is really a straight forward person and share her salary slip with me, and I reluctant to view on how much of her increment, although i wish to know what is the market performance in term of salary adjustment. Well, its not matter the market performance, when Lord blessing upon her life, nothing is impossible for Lord. May the love and joy of the Lord overflow in her life. 

~ Worship ~ 
During the worship, I prayed in my heart that Lord, I truly want to encounter you. It sound like a wish, and again I reminded myself, not only want, but have strong desire. Well, how Lord know the degree of my heart's desire ? Bible said, Lord knows my heart, and I think Lord has power to testify our heart's desire, and this measure tool should have no limit. LOL ~ Lord ~ how deep is your love ? I pondered in my heart, I want experienced it everyday in my life.
Tear of joy overflow in my heart, even right now when I am writting, I dont know what has really touched my heart, the water flow out from my eye. 

~ Presence of God ~ 
The presence of the Lord is so strong when Pastor Cornelius preach. He even spoke that he really enjoyed his sermon. What a wonderful moment I had last night, and I want to tell him, Iam so enjoyed to hear what God has put in your heart to share with us.

Our Lord is the Lord who has eyes, ears, nose, mouth, hand to see, hear, talk, touch, feel you..all the senses worked amazingly for us to experience the presence of the Lord
I walked to front when Pastor open for altar call ~ The Blood of Jesus has cleanced all my sins and make me whole. I prayed in my heart that Lord, I want received  your love in my heart. When Pastor pray for me is exactly like God talking to my heart said : Yeah, I hear what you said, received my Love, received my Love ... althought within that period I dont felt any physical changes, but I believe something is happening in heavenly realm. God has poured out His love to me which overflow in the eye of the Lord

After I rested down, the tear start flowing without any reason without any feeling ...
When Pastor said You're not alone, this word touched my heart. Again, Lord want to tell me that Iam not alone. Yes, sometimes this loneliness is describable, even the companion do not able fill this loneliness in my heart. Until now, I am sure that this only can be filled by Lord Jesus, none of the people in this world would able to sastify me.

On the way when driving home, along the way Lord has filled my heart with joy and hope.
Really overflowing ~ Not something I can generate by myself, its a presence of Lord that I experienced. 

~ Summary of the sermon ~ Where is my final destiny for eternity ? 
Power of Love 
1. Walk in Love ~ reminder to me, not only love who love you, but open your heart to love someone who do not reserve. Demonstrate the Love of God.
2. Walk in image of Lord ~ As Iam workmanship of God
3. Walk in wisdom

Walk with action everyday ~ Practice the presence of Lord